Heart
Wrenching Moments Of Family Life...
I
couldn’t sleep all the night. I have just undergone one of those
rare and traumatic experiences that never fail to leave an impact.
An everlasting imprint on your mind. I can see that my husband and
kid were both visibly shaken by it too. In fact it was our first
fight that happened so openly and got such a wild reaction from
me. I have never before reacted so rashly. But maybe emotions had
a strong hold today.
What
with the ever present gloom of depression constantly looming in
the back ground these days, ready to descend without a moments
notice on either of us given the slightest of leeway. It was a no
show. An accident waiting to happen. It was explosive, it was
whirlwind fast and it was over in a minute.
It
left in its wake 3 very disturbed, teary and sleepless souls. 3
people wishing that it had never happened, just a slight change of
reaction from either side could have averted this crisis. And come
to think of it, it was kind of comic too. With my dear hubby
banging his plate on the table, angrily pushing and almost
overturning the dining table and throwing down the dining chairs
in total disregard as he rose from the table in a fit of anger
leaving his dinner untouched.
My
reaction...
It
was equally swift. I have never, yes I can confidently say never
responded to a situation in this manner... I burst into tears as I
rose from the dining table too. I grabbed my husbands untouched
plate of food and tipped it over into the trash. I threw the full
salad bowl and some other plates crashing them wildly into the
sink. And because nothing broke to satisfy my hurt feelings, I
grabbed one of the glass dishes and threw it back again into the
sink with the hopes of breaking it. Yet it remained unscathed.
Then I rushed to the bathroom crying and sat down on the edge of
the bath tub to weep in private comfort. I heard my son’s very
shaken little voice say sharply, "Now look baba, what you
have done to mama!".
Yet
I was not left to cry away my anger and soothe my ruffled ego in
peace. I believe my husband seeing my wild response for the first
time in our 7 years together was pretty disturbed too. It kind of
dampened his anger. He was in the bathroom soon enough, saying,
"I am sorry honey...". And it was over just as fast as
it started.
Then
I remember my son’s agitated barrage of questions. He had seen
me in tears acting wildly angry for the first time in his little
life and was visibly shaken.
"Mama,
Why did you throw baba’s food?"
"Mama
are we still a family?"
"Mama,
are we all friends together?"
"Mama,
I am sorry...".
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